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Because Life is short and there is so much to read, read fast!
She gave and gave never expecting anything in return,
She lived her life for others never complaining even once.
She was generous to a fault and gave away the last of herself,
She believed that she will receive the love she deserves.
Alas, she was wrong because life is not so fair,
In the end, all she received was a lack of love and little care.
On her death bed, she was lying utterly alone,
No loved one to kiss for the last time and say goodbye to.
But even then she pretended to be okay and did not complain,
Until the very end, a beautiful smile on her face remained.
She did what she did and lived a life she believed in,
Her heart was warm and her soul was giving,
She was content with her life and didn’t require anyone,
But we know that was a lie because she did care.
One thing is for sure though, she must have gone to a happy place,
Because what else there could be for a soul that left behind no trace,
Of hatred, or resentment, of anger or sadness, to her life was fine,
There was a light in her soul she had let that shine.
She had given so much love and so much care, so what?
If she didn’t receive enough in return, it was never her intention,
She didn’t like it when her good deeds people mention.
To her, the more you give is not so that the more you receive,
To her, giving is a choice you should make regardless,
Because this life is fleeting and there is a life after,
That life matters more and for it, she was preparing,
In all the love and care that she was sharing.
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The women I admire and aspire to be...
What do you do when you are sad, restless, anxious, or simply distressed about something in your life?
I think it is sad that not many readers talk about villains. Have you ever considered how much a well-written villain brings to the story? As they often say that a hero is only as good as the villain. It's the villain's job to bring out the best traits in heroes. So, I believe that a great villain can really take a story to the next level and maybe even make it epic.
When I say "favorite" I actually mean our most hated villains. Because the more you hate the villain the better they are. I think our hatred is kind of proof that the author has done their job well in developing a villain worth reading about. What do you think?
Some of my most hated and despised villains of all times are;
She was the Defence Against Dark Arts teacher in Hogwarts (Book Five). Her purpose there was to keep a close eye on Dumbledore's activities and brainwash students into believing that there were no real threats to the wizarding world and Voldemort is just propaganda. She was an evil witch and I think it is safe to say that we all hated her with a passion. But did you notice how she brought out the best of Hermoine Granger? Hermoine was at her best in book five of the series and afterward. I think a lot of that credit goes to Umbridge, the most hated of all villains. We also hate Lord Voldemort, of course, but not more than Dolores Umbridge.
Bellatrix Lestrange is another character from Harry Potter that we love to hate. She was a lunatic and a follower of the dark Lord. Also, Sirius Black's cousin who ended up causing his death as well as murdering Dobby. How on earth can we ever forgive her? Not a chance.
Author: J.K. Rowling
So, it was a long time ago when I read Matilda and what an amazing story it was. I loved every character and I loved the story too. I still remember the villain of the story, a dreadful Principal who punished children and was horrible to teachers, especially her niece and my favorit teacher of all times, Miss Honey. Although Matilda's parents were also part of the problem but it the oppressive principal who was the real villain of the story and who ended up bringing forth the abilities that Matilda possesses. To this day she remains one of my most hated literary villain. Also, I think it might have something to do with my own villainous high school principal. Oh, how I hate that woman even to this day (yikes!).
Author: Roal Dahl
I think he is the vilest character ever written or at least I have ever come across. Seriously, that man is truly worthy of all our hatred. I am not really a Game of Thrones fan. I like it well enough, I suppose but it is not a series I am passionate about. Yet, it has some of the cruelest and most hates villains ever. Phew! The series is actually full of them and they do tend to bring out the best in our favorite characters aka Stark siblings. All of them are going to reach their full potential because of these vile beasts that the author has created. So, yeah there is that.
Author: George R.R. Martin
As compared to other villains sighted here, Lady Catherine may seen like a sweet old lady, she was anything but. In her own way she did try to ruin our favorite love story of all times. So, she is definitely worth mentioning. She was an uppity woman who looked down upon anyone and everyone. She was the aunt of our favorite hero, Mr. Darcy and she hoped that he would marry her daughter. When Lizzie Bennett came into the picture she didn't take it so well and tried to come between her and Mr. Darcy. Not that it worked so, all was well in the end. But we still hate her for trying her worst anyway.
Author: Jane Austen
If I have to name one character from this book, I won't be able to do it. I still don't know who was the real villain in this story. Was it Daisy Buchanan who only cared about money and prestige and used Jay Gatsby in the worst way possible? Was it her racist, cheating husband Tom? Or was it Jay Gatsby himself, an obssessive man who couldn't look beyond his obssession and idealistic views of the world? Honestly, it is hard to say. There are a number of very flawed characters in this book and they all seemed to bring out the worst in each other. All in all, this was one messed up story.
Author: F. Scott Fitzgerald
P.S. So, this is a very short list of my most hated villains in literature. Who are some of yours? Do share and thank you for reading my post.
There are many reasons why I am obsessed with books and reading. Some of the important ones are;
Books are the ultimate escape
Every time life gets hard I pick up a book and just like that forget all the things weighing me down. For me, books are my ultimate escape from reality and all the problems related to it.
Reading is the best way to pass the time
Sometimes when you can't find anything to do all you need is a book to read. For me, no other activity is as pleasurable as reading fiction. It doesn't matter what genre I pick up, I enjoy it all.
Reading keeps life interesting
There is nothing boring about books. The worlds, the people, and the feelings that we encounter in our favorite books make our lives interesting. It doesn't matter how ordinary your own life is you can live dangerously via the lives of your favorite bookish characters.
Between the pages of the books, I get to see places I will never visit in real life
It is the most important part of reading for me. Because I can't travel as much as I'd like to, so I have found a way to see the world through books. And some might argue that it isn't the same thing but I will point out that it is so much better. You can have all the fun without actually have to deal with the 'non-fun' parts of travel. More than that, books are like doorways to other worlds.
Books are friends who will always be there for you
No matter how much time passes, you can always pick up one of your most favorite books and read it again. You can read it as many times as you like. It is just like having a friend and your disposal. The kind of friend who never fights with you, who isn't demanding and yet give you the same comfort and warm feelings of love that any friend should. For an introvert like me, it is important. I am not very good at socializing with people and sometimes I wonder if books are the only real friends that I have.
Books assuage my thirst of creativity
Yes, that's another thing about books. Anything is possible between the pages of a book. You can never guess what you will find there. It might be something dangerous, something fun, something mysterious, or romantic. Books can give you whatever it is that you seek. Whether it's fiction or non-fiction, books are the best source of entertainment and information. There is nothing in this world more satisfying than reading a good book, a book that you love and enjoy.
Reading is food for your brain and soul
Reading reduces stress. I don't know if it is scientifically proven or not but it is the truth as far as I am concerned. Whenever I find myself in the clutches of a beast called depression, books always help me out. In fact, if I am honest I must confess that books are the reason why my clinical depression was completely cured and I never relapsed. Those were the darkest times of my life and reading is the only thing that kept me afloat. It was like eight or nine years ago, but the point is that I can vouch for how much books do for your mental health. They are like food for the soul that keeps it at peace.
P.S. Don't forget to share your thoughts and obsessions with me. I love to hear from my readers. What is your guilty pleasure? How addicted are you to reading?
P.P.S. Recently, a friend said a really beautiful thing and this post reminded me of that. I was wishing her our happy third friend-verasy on Facebook (of all places) and she said, "I know you don't like people much so think of me as another book in your life." I just loved that. I do sometimes think of people as books. It makes it easier for me to love them so my friend wasn't that far off the mark.
How much do we know about the genres we read and love so much?
Sometimes it so happens that you read a book and your life changes for good. It doesn’t happen often, to some it may never happen at all, but there are some lucky readers who know what it feels like. They will tell you exactly how exhilarating such experiences are. These books have the power to stay with us forever. You can never guess which book is going to stay with you. As we read, we hope every book is that book for us. Don’t we?
Every reader is unique. What we take away from a book depends on us and not the book itself or the author. Every person reads a book in his own unique way and understands it as no one else would. This is the most beautiful thing about the entire reading experience and this is the prime reason why we love to discuss books with fellow readers. Maybe we missed something? Maybe we felt something more than others did? Either way, it is a blessing to have fellow readers in your life so that you can share your reading journey with them. For me, it’s you guys and that’s why I love to talk about books so much.
I’ve been reading since I was a kid. I don’t remember a time in my life when I wasn’t a reader. For me, reading is not only the best way to pass time, but also it’s my passion, my first and only love. I make time to read no matter how busy I am. And I read almost every day.
I can very well define my life’s journey by the books that I’ve read. As a child, I loved Enid Blyton and Roald Dahl. As a teenager, my favorite books were Sweet Valley High Series and Fear Street Series. Those books used to keep me up all night long. In my late teens, I started reading classics and simply fell more in love with books than ever before. Jane Austen introduced me to the world of romance, while Agatha Christie’s murder mysteries kept me hooked for a long, long time.
It is very difficult to say what makes a book exceptional. As I said before, I strongly believe that every reader’s experience is unique. No one ever reads the same book or so the saying goes. Readers’ personal experiences matter a lot. For example, the books that have stayed with me through the years include;
1. Peter Pan by J. M. Barrie (I also never wanted to grow up so Peter’s character was very close to my heart).
2. Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll (because she was lost and I could relate to her).
3. Matilda by Roald Dahl (because in my opinion, that book was written about my childhood).
4. Endless Night by Agatha Christie (it shows how misguided in our emotions we can be and how sometimes we do things we regret a lot, but still cannot do anything about it. Losing people through our own actions is a curse that we face from time to time in our lives. It may not be to the extent this story shows, however, it can be a painful experience and we even forgo the right to mourn our loss).
5. Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen (its simplicity is its beauty and let’s not forget Mr. Darcy).
6. Great Expectations by Charles Dickens (I think this book is the perfect example of disappointments in life. How things are and how we perceive them to be are not always one and the same. Ultimately, we must learn to live with everything life throw at us).
There are a number of other stories which I can name here. but let’s keep it short. From what I can see, one thing that these books have in common is the fact that they have very strong, well-developed, and relatable characters.
Not every fiction book has the power to hold our attention for a long time. More often than not we just read to pass time and then forget about the story afterward. I’m not saying that such books are bad books. They also have their purpose, but the best ones will never leave you, and so far I’ve only seen that quality in the classics (mostly). I guess that’s exactly what made them classics in the first place.
P.S. Which books have stayed with you years after you read them? What do you think is the reason. Don’t forget to share your views and thoughts about them. I love to hear anything and everything about books.
Welcome to the Wardens of Terra, an elite group of Zodiac Shifters destined to save humankind!
The Hounds of God have been disbanded by the Catholic Church, leaving a terrible void in the fight to save humankind. As a result, a much older organization returns to power and takes up the reins to fight to save the Earth from the evil that stalks it.
They are the Wardens of Terra, an elite force of Zodiac Shifters each carrying the power of their sign to aid them in the never-ending battle against the forces of darkness.
Alone they are fierce warriors. Once they’ve found their true mates, they become an unstoppable force. These are there stories.
Instant attraction won’t stop him from doing his duty, but there are some things a shifter just can’t fight!
Troy Waman is a Thunderbird Shifter, bound to the sign Aquarius, and a Warden of Terra. He is sent to upstate New York to investigate a disturbance in the balance of magic and nature. His job is to decipher whether the sudden string of winter storms is natural or the work of darker forces in the area.
Andrea Kristos’ estranged great-aunt recently passed away, leaving her a house in Shadowland, New York. The novice Romani Caster moves into the ancient house hoping to learn more about the parents who left her long ago. During her search, she discovers that some things are better left undisturbed.
Just when things couldn’t get any worse, a huge, devastatingly handsome stranger shows up at Andrea’s door in the middle of the night and puts her in handcuffs!
How will she get him to believe that she is innocent?
I absolutely loved this book. It is a fast-paced, romantic, and enetertaining story about an almost-witch and a Zodian shifter. The beginning is very good and so is the ending. All in all, it is a captivating story that you'd want to read in one sitting. For me it was so difficult to put down the book once I started reading.
Troy is a powerful Zodiac shifter who has been brought up and trained for one purpose only; protect the Earth. That's his destiny and he has always been looking forward to it. Andrea is a witch who never learned how to cast magic. She has been running from her destiny all her life. When the two of them form a mate bond things become very interesting for both of them. Together they are far more powerful than any other shifter and wtich and also they both get to live for the cause they believe in. Troy has found his destination and Andrea is no longer running from what is inevitable.
C.D. Gorri is not a new author to me. I already love her work and I think her stories are always very interesting but when she writes about witches she always makes it epic. Or perhaps it is I who enjoy a good witchy story more than any other. In any case, it is a great book, I liked it a lot, and would recommend it to all paranormal fiction fans who enjoys a good steamy romance story. It is a standalone read and also book one in what seems like a very promising story.
P.S. I received a complimentary copy of thsi book for which I'd like to thank the author.
She left the web, she left the loom
She made three paces thro’ the room
She saw the water-flower bloom,
She saw the helmet and the plume,
She look’d down to Camelot.
Out flew the web and floated wide;
The mirror crack’d from side to side;
‘The curse is come upon me,’ cried
The Lady of Shalott.
~The Lady of Shalott (1832) By Alfred, Lord Tennyson
When Heather Badcock drops dead suddenly, it raises too many questions. It is no wonder that even a small village can hide many secrets. Miss Marple might be the one to unearth them even before the police can have a chance. It is very much possible that the murderer’s intended victim was someone else. As the story unfolds, all the pieces will fall into place and might end up shocking everyone. Nevertheless, ripples have now been caused over the surface of the water that is no longer peaceful.
4 out of 5 Stars
First of all, I want to confess that I am Agatha Christie’s fan. My review might very well be biased. But I did enjoy this book a lot. This is my first Miss Marple mystery and I have to say that I quite admired her sharp wit and amazing observation skills. I think I might even like her better than Hercule Poirot, whom I’ve come to admire for quite some time now. In any case, Agatha Christie has woven another great murder mystery here and I found it highly entertaining.
Miss Marple is an old lady who lives in a small village. For the most part, she is like any other old woman, set in her ways, and wary of the changing world. Things are changing though, new ‘Developments’ are happening and people are changing as well. Young people dress differently, they talk differently, and they behave in an entirely different manner. There are many new faces around her home town. But many things have remained the same. On the inside, people haven’t changed as much as one would think and murders still happen.
Mrs. Heather Badcock is a kind woman by all accounts. Then she ends up dead out of the blue and everyone is baffled. That’s when Miss Marple decides to help the police solve the mystery around her death. Who would want to kill such a harmless and kind woman, her husband perhaps? Maybe she wasn’t killer’s target. After all, it happened during a party and there were many people there.
As questions are asked, things start making sense and soon the mystery is solved. A very well-written story. I love how the author first prepares the stage, then a murder happens, and then in a very logical way the mystery is unfolded to reveal the truth. I especially loved The Lady of Shalott analogy used to describe how the glamorous actress Marina Gregg looked while talking to Mrs. Heather Badcock. And the book ends in a perfect way. So, all in all, a great read if you enjoy a good old murder mystery, without too much drama and theatrics. I did!
‘He said: “She has a lovely face;
God in His mercy lend her grace,
The Lady of Shalott.”‘
“I’m not very good at forgetting, I’m afraid.”
“She didn’t know at all,” said Miss Marple slowly, “what the world was like. She didn’t know what people were like. She’d never thought about them. And so, you see, she couldn’t guard against things happening to her.”
“It’s one of those days when flowers won’t do anything you want them to.”
“She can’t help it. She’s made that way.”
“You can’t tell, of course,” said Dr. Gilchrist, “how people are going to react. You can’t tell however well you know them. They can always surprise you.”
P.S. Have you read any of Agatha Christie’s novels? Did you like it or do you like murder mysteries in general? Do share your thoughts and happy reading!
A friend like you is hard to find,
My foolish jokes you never mind.
I am glad to have such a friend,
You are my start and my end.
That is not all you’re much more,
I do love you that is for sure.
Our friendship started in an odd way,
But this is how it will always stay.
A friend like you comes by once in a lifetime,
Together, this ladder of friendship we must climb.
I love that you can say whatever you feel,
Your honesty was our friendships’ own seal.
I hope you think of me the same way,
To be loved back is now my only pray.
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Lady Alice Chivers is done being controlled by her family. On the run from an arranged marriage, she needs a strong highlander to escape. Only Philip MacGregor insists on sending her back to her pampered life, so she’ll just have to blackmail him instead. But now they find themselves in an accidental marriage, and soon they’re both playing a role that feels like it was meant to be real.
Philip is cautious, in control, and in way over his head with his unexpected wife. She’s intense, spontaneous, and can’t follow an order to save her life. And he might be falling completely in love with her. However, her distractions endanger the lives of those he loves. Now he must somehow undo the damage that has been done, before his friends pay with their lives.
This is such a fun read. I quite enjoyed Lady Alice's character. Her tendency to leap before thinking made this story very entertaining. She is definitely an infuriating woman. On this, I agree with Phillip. Poor highlander doesn't stand a chance. ;)
Alice is being forced to marry someone who scares her. She strongly suspect that the rumors about her future husband are not simply rumors. Unfortunately, her parents disagree and refuse to listen to her complaints. In the end, she decided to take matters into her own hands. It was her life after all, and she is determined to have a long and happy one. That's when she decides to balckmail the highlander...
Phillip can't believe that his simple mission turned into a disaster. It is all thanks to one English lady who refuses to take no for an answer. He will put up with her for now but he plans to send her home as soon as he can find a way. Little did he know how difficult of a task that would turn out to be...
I loved both the main characters. Story is very interesting and well-written. It is definitely one the best books I have read. I do enjoy a good historical fiction.
P.S. I received a complimentary copy of this book via NetGalley.
I did try to be a good friend,
I promised to be loyal till the very end.
But now I am tired, as you must know,
If you didn’t know how to trust,
How not to imagine the worst,
Then it’s your choice,
If you couldn’t hear my heart’s voice.
I am leaving you never to return,
And all your memories, I plan to burn,
Your problems will no longer be any of my concern,
From this day onward, whether I live or die,
No longer my friend! Bye! Bye!
© 2019, Fizza Younis. All Rights Reserved
The journey to Avalon is full of trials, and not everyone who ventures there is welcome.
After escaping the bunker where she was held captive by demons, Raven’s finally safe with Noah, the wolf shifter she imprinted upon. And they saved all the other prisoners in the process.
Their next destination? The mythical island of Avalon. There, Raven will enter the Angel Trials so she can become a Nephilim and help fight in the war against the demons.
But it turns out the trials don’t start on the island. They start before it. Because only the worthy are allowed entrance to Avalon.
Many challenges await. Challenges that will separate every person in their group, push them harder than they imagined possible, and force them to make insanely difficult decisions.
Who will be worthy enough to enter Avalon? Who will be turned away?
Find out in The Angel Island, a magical urban fantasy adventure with twists and turns you’ll never see coming!
This journey is so exciting. I absolutely love this series and each book is better than the previous. I can't wait to read the next one!
Raven is on a mission to save her mother. All she knows is that her mother was taken by the demons. Soon she joins shifters and a vampire to hunt down demons and go to Avalon. That's where the Earth Angel is right now and that is where anyone should go if they want to fight against demons. But this journey to Avalon isn't simple nor is it easy. Along the way, they face many trials. Lose companions and make new friends. Now it seems that this exciting adventure is almost over or maybe a new adventure is just beginning...
Although I missed Sage I was glad to read more about Raven. She is my most favorite character of this series. I love everything about her. She is human in the world of supernaturals still that has not caused her to lose her courage or determination. In fact, she seems to be right at home among vampires and shifters. Noah and Thomas are no less likable. In fact, all the characters are amazing and well-developed and each book in the series brings us closer to them. Every time we learn something new about them, what motivates them, what are they afraid of, how they deal with difficult situations, so on and so forth.
It's a very exciting series and I can't wait to see where it will lead us next. I think it's a must-read for paranormal/adventure fans.
P.S. I received a complimentary copy of this book.
P.P.S. I just want to say this, I love the cover! I think this series has the best set of covers I've seen in a while.
How much do you believe in dreams? I have always believed that our dreams are never random. They are our brain’s way of telling us things that we really need to know. It can be about ourselves, about others, about life, or any other thing. But it is important and I usually pay close attention to my dreams. And honestly, they do have a tendency of coming true every now and then.
Also there are times when reality so sad that dreams become our escape. As one of my favorite quotes goes;
Interestingly enough my dreams are usually highly entertaining. They are complete stories with clear beginning, middle, and an ending. Sometimes they can be bizarre and disturbing too. I rarely have nightmares though. They’re always vivid and I find it intriguing how they have the ability to make me feel so many different emotions. Dreams can make you happy, sad, scared or any number of normal human emotions. Don’t they fascinate you?
There are different theories about dreams but no one knows for sure why we have them. Experts tend to have different opinions on the subject. Some say they’re nonsensical and have no purose whatsoever. I disagree with this assessment. Others say that dreams help us process our emotions, unconscious desires and fears and I agree with this whole heartedly. My dreams are often too obvious for me not to understand their purpose. Although, many a times I simply cannot understand them. They can be so farfetched and strange that it become impossible for me to interpret them in a way that will make any sense. In any case, I do love to dream and find dreams to be highly entertaining.
Close your eyes and let your mind drift,
Sleep will come, dreams will follow.
It is painless to dream,
Let your woes be swallowed.
A way to escape the chaos,
As well as the worries of tomorrow.
Enter this new world, to imagine, to wander,
To escape and ponder.
There is heaven, there is hell, but…
As long as you can dream, all is well!
P.S. I keep a dream journal. I started it because dreams are easily forgotten and I just wanted to keep record of them. They are very useful when it comes to finding ideas for my stories. What are your thoughts on dreams? I’d love to hear your opinion on this. Thank you.
1. Popular books or series that you didn’t like.
Fifty Shades Trilogy by E.L. James is definitely one such series. I only read the first few chapters of the first book and hated it instantly. After that, there was no point in continuing reading. I don’t know if it gets better later or maybe it just wasn’t for me, but there was no way I was going to waste time reading it when I didn’t like it at all.
Another book that everyone seems to like but I don’t is Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte. I know it is a very quotable book. I myself love so many quotes from it but the story itself was nothing good, as far as, I think. Don’t get me wrong though I do enjoy a good gothic romance that one just wasn’t for me.
2. Popular books or series that everyone else seems to hate but you love.
I think Mansfield Park by Jane Austen can be considered one such book. I am not sure how popular it is though, but people seem to hate it for some reason. I, on the other hand, loved it. After Pride and Prejudice, it is my second most favorite book by Jane Austen.
People also seem to dislike Alchemist by Paulo Coehlo for some reason. I think the book is a work of art and I can see why it is so popular. I really loved it!
3. A love triangle where the main character ended up with the person you didn’t want them to end up with or an OTP you don’t like.
This list can go on and on, and never end (lol). First of all, I want to mention that I generally do not like love triangles. I know they are very common in romance especially YA books but I tend to stay away from them. Especially, the ones where the protagonist seems to be attracted to both the contenders and have a hard time choosing one of them. That is just not something I enjoy reading. Still, sometimes books are so well-written and this whole scenario is downplayed in a way that it is interesting to read.
I guess The Twilight Saga by Stephnie Meyer will be the first on the list. I really wanted Bella to end up with Jacob but we all know that wasn’t going to happen.
4. A popular book genre that you hardly reach for.
That is the contemporary romance. I tend to read more of fantasy, paranormal, historical, and other sub-genres of romance than contemporary. Not that I have anything against it but I just love fantasy aspect of the stories more.
5. Popular or beloved characters that you do not like.
I think by now even you can guess it. Edward Cullen is definitely one such character. So is Heathcliff. And let’s not forget everyone’s beloved Anastasia Steele. (I am sure you can guess which books I’m talking about here).
6. A popular author that you can’t seem to get into.
That would be Sidney Sheldon. Back when I was a teenager everyone seemed to love his books and they were the talk of those days but I never liked his work. Although to be fair I only read one book by him i.e. A Stranger in the Mirror. But I disliked it so much that I never picked another one.
7. A popular book trope that you’re tired of seeing.
Well, to be completely honest I don’t mind any tropes at all. To me, the most important thing is that the book is well-written and the characters are likable. If that is the case then everything else goes.
8. Popular series that you have no interest in reading.
Outlander by Diana Gabaldon and The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. I love the Outlander serial and really enjoyed The Fault in Our Stars movie but I have no interest in reading these books. The former because I don’t think I will like to read it and the later because I know it will only make me cry. But mostly I am not reading these books because I watched the serial/movie first and I already know what will happen in the books. I usually don’t like spoilers. They make me lose interest in the story.
9. The saying goes “The book is always better than the movie”, but what movie or T.V. show adaptation do you prefer more than the book?
The Twilight Saga by Stephnie Meyer is one of the series which I did not enjoy reading as much as I loved its movies.
In the midst of despair, a desire emerged,
To relive my life and this time I get what I really deserved.
All of a sudden I am seven again,
That cute little child inside of me somewhere remains.
I see the world through a whole different light,
Silly little things that will always end in a fight.
Nothing is ever life or death when you’re a kid,
You love with all your heart and nothing is morbid.
I am beginning to be happy with my trip to the past,
Then all of a sudden I get another new start.
I’m sixteen and trying to fit in the world somewhere,
Feeling strange things that I cannot yet share.
“Oh, it’s just the teenage,” that’s what they say,
To me, it’s my life, if you may.
These are not the memories I wish to retain,
Alas! the dreaded teenage, I don’t want to live again.
Now I’m twenty-five, just starting on my own,
A glimpse into the life that I want, all the things that I’m shown.
Ah, to be so young and full of hope,
To be able to aim for the stars with just a little bit of rope.
When you’re in your twenties, how dreamy life can be,
Falling in love as you go, growing like leaves on a sturdy tree.
This is where I want to stay and be at the top of the world once more,
This is the age I missed the most, yes, yes, for sure.
But that is not the purpose of this journey through time,
Reliving what has already been lived would surely be a crime.
So, here I’m to the age I belong,
Where a moment ago I was crying,
I now have no regrets because I know I was trying.
I finally understand that it was futile to regret,
A trip to my past has reminded me all which I should never forget.
From here onward, I will live in the present, be my age,
And give my final performance on this life’s stage.
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